I listen to the Goth 5h!7 I read Wuthering Heights Twice! Boo-hoo, boo-hoo, boo-hoo, wha! And I will never get laid The blood of the fallen, pour! I can do nothing but frown I can only try to guess Putting out the candle flame the darkness that consumes me noone wants me around anymore an dye my hair darkest black as the dead dance their waltz thru on your lips or even on mine empty void of emptiness stifled by all the ennui Living or dead you feel pain. Watch the life you could of had. God would show me life I lost. But my heart is still beating. God hates me, I hate god back. The absence of God I feel. the faster I fall you see Just when I thought it was safe The farther you fall you see. The happier I am you see. But the joke was on me see. I will never find happiness. Our anniversery today. Never again laugh or love. Wishing you I had not known. And know things I dont want to. Tell me why I wish for death. Tell me why you love and lie. suffocate the inner soul I hear the voices screaming i am off to home22, alone leaves of broken, shattered glass Why has my life come to this? alone again, as always pain my only companion why god? Why is life so hard? I feel like my soul is dead..