I read Wuthering Heights Twice!
Boo-hoo, boo-hoo, boo-hoo, wha!
And I will never get laid
The blood of the fallen, pour!
I can do nothing but frown
I can only try to guess
Putting out the candle flame
the darkness that consumes me
noone wants me around anymore
an dye my hair darkest black
as the dead dance their waltz thru
on your lips or even on mine
empty void of emptiness
stifled by all the ennui
Living or dead you feel pain.
Watch the life you could of had.
God would show me life I lost.
But my heart is still beating.
God hates me, I hate god back.
The absence of God I feel.
the faster I fall you see
Just when I thought it was safe
The farther you fall you see.
The happier I am you see.
But the joke was on me see.
I will never find happiness.
Our anniversery today.
Never again laugh or love.
Wishing you I had not known.
And know things I dont want to.
Tell me why I wish for death.
Tell me why you love and lie.
suffocate the inner soul
I hear the voices screaming
i am off to home22, alone
leaves of broken, shattered glass
Why has my life come to this?
alone again, as always
pain my only companion
why god? Why is life so hard?
I feel like my soul is dead..
Yet my cries to God in vein.
Bleed out eternal darkness
I'm filled with disillusion
Oh! You ripped my soul in two.
I got into death metal
why my soul must be so black
Reflections in a black pool
Nobody understands me
black lips whisper darker thoughts
i can't focus anymore
Darkness is my only light.
And you never knew, did you?
I just cry and weep alone
I vainly seek happiness
You ripped out my bloody heart
Blood-stained shirt of my sorrows
Man, I love my sister's jeans.
The sun's never touched my skin.
I'm crying for no reason.
im dying on the inside
Why does no one understand
from my tortured rotting soul
My soul is covered in tears.
agony too deep to hold
Oh, the way we used to be,
Oh, the pain you have caused me
I feel like my soul is dead..
contemplating suicide
Can't live this bleak existence 
nothing heals this pain inside
Bruised from pangs of love lost